Friday, February 19, 2010
It's been a while, has my time passed?
As you likely suspected, my relationship with my sub is over. It has been great but all good things must come to an end. It's been over a year since it ended and I am trying to go without. In the beginning it was fairly easy but lately I find myself missing all the good things that I had with my sub. Do I get another sub? Finding a sub is hard, finding one that can give me what I need and needs what I can give is even harder. I am undecided at this point. I look online occasionally but I don't seem to have the enthusiasm to find another sub. Maybe my time has passed, maybe I am meant to settle down and go through life like most others, leaving fantasies unfulfilled. I am fortunate enough to have lived most of mine. I should be happy with that. So why am I not?
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2 comments:
I hope you are doing well. I just stumbled upon your blog today. Although I don't know what it feels to be a sub, to be owned and loved, to have someone to serve whole heartedly, I feel it is the type of relationship I want to be in for the rest of my life (married to your dom/sub).
5 years is a lot of time, and I think you're really lucky to have had her, and also unlucky that your wife does not understand and unwilling to try (like my ex fiance...and that is why he's my EX fiance).
Anyway, I hope you are well and happy =)
I am the submissive to a married Dom. Maybe I could correspond with you and ask you questions?
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